Grumpy and Alone.

Its Saturday afternoon and Khai and I are stuck at home with nothing to do.
He woke up at 5am and that was it. He was done with sleep. I had hoped he would have fallen asleep for a good long nap, but no luck. 9 am I went to put him down for his nap. He fussed and cried and screamed and tried numerous times to dive head first off the bed. I gave up. We went to the living room where I turned on some music, turned down the lights and let him play until he got bored. By 10:30am he came to me crying. Nap time. He fought a while longer and finally FINALLY shut his eyes. Noon, he woke up. I made him some lunch which I had to beg him to eat - visual: me crawling around on my hands and knees, him chewing on a spoon and a cup of YoBaby yogurt. Finally got him to eat every last drop and now I'm working on this tapioca.. he's working on stuffing as many things as possible into his air popper.
I called John who had left earlier today with Carter, to see what they were doing. Carter was playing with his friends so I said I'd call my mom to see if she'd want to have lunch ( she and I discussed this yesterday). She wasn't home. Called John back, but by then Carter had already asked if he could have lunch with his friends. SO what does this mean for me? It means John isn't coming home. It means Khai and I are sitting here with nothing to do. It means I guess I'll just have to go out with Khai, alone, again, as usual. John said I could bring Khai to him (he's at his moms). Yeah right. Why would I drive all the way over there, drop Khai off then drive all the way back to our area - where I'd shop?? Not to mention, I have limited time if I'm away from Khai... I don't want to waste half of it driving. AND, there is no way in hell I'm leaving Khai. So, now I'm just going to sit here and sulk, feed Khai the rest of this tapioca, take a shower IF I'm lucky enough to do so, and maybe, just maybe I'll manage a trip to Walmart.. weee. I mean really, what am I supposed to do? Call up John and tell him to tell Carter he can't have lunch with his friends? I'm not that cruel. Blah.